今年对我影响最深的大概是我的健康第一次出现了比较大的问题，通过b超发现了大概14厘米的良性卵巢肿囊，手术时，医生说其实有大概20厘米。虽然很幸运是良性的，并且手术也非常顺利，但这段经历还是给我造成了很深的影响。 我的症状是无法排尿，当时不知道有肿囊，第一次出现，去了urgent care 医生认为大概是感染，我从下午3点多，到那天凌晨，我基本上无法正常排尿，那天晚上一阵一阵的痛让我难以入眠，我抱着电热毯，背景循环播放着药师佛的心咒，心里告诉自己呼气，吸气，呼气，吸气。。。忍住大概每隔10分钟/20分钟/半个小时再去厕所，大概凌晨2点多才慢慢好转。 第四次是最严重的一次，因为我无法给urgent care 任何尿检的样品，最终去了急诊室抽尿，抽了大概900毫升。因为医生当时查不出病因，因此医生让我带着尿袋回家，以防问题没有解决。 我带上尿袋的时候，医生无奈地笑着对我说，一开始你会觉得很不舒服，但是渐渐你甚至会忘记自己有尿袋，我们的身体总是这么神奇。我明白他的意思，很多人要一直带着尿袋年复一年。 尿袋是把馆子插进尿道，然后里面有一个小气球，防止尿管掉

陪伴我们长大的民间故事总是说，我们是喝了孟婆汤，才忘记了上辈子的事情，对于轮回这个话题，我总觉得它带着一些功利色彩的，它时常用来解释，无法解释的好事与坏事，那是一种安慰，更多的还是一种鞭策，人们总是用下辈子的果报来约束期待中的行为规范。总之，那不是我们想潇洒过一生时候想的事...

回顾2023年，我觉得我遇到了好多好多人，好多人就这样来去匆匆。2023年1月份的时候，母亲终于动了和父亲离婚的念头，但即使是帮她找好了离婚律师，旁人百般劝说她动用法律保护自己的权益，她终究还是没有踏出那一步。这些年把他们的故事看在眼里的我无法理解，我也再次从书里寻求慰藉。...

我怀念小时候，却喜欢长大。 我觉得成长总归是一件很有目的性的事情，虽然大家总说你可以自由成长，但不管是社会的普世价值，还是养育人或多或少的期待，他们似乎总是想让你向着某个方向成长，长成某一种模样，那种模样也许每个家庭，每个社会各有细节上的不同，但是他们都是真善美的象征。这并...

I came back to Vancouver from Brazil in Nov 2019. Because of my experience in Brazil, I couldn't stop thinking about social issues. Why...

2019年11月，我刚从巴西回来，我在巴西的经历引发了很多我对社会结构的思考，我想去明白为什么存在不平等？什么导致了贫穷？为什么这个社会是这样的？因此2019年末和2020年初，我读了《21世纪资本论》和《穷人经济学》。还有一本我买了还没读完的书，叫《进步与贫穷》（prog...

1. Break -- Jan. 22 2020 They asked what have I been doing lately? I said: "nothing. too tired. Feeling lost. Just laying on the floor...

"It's like feeling isolated. No one here really understands what kind of world I came from, my culture and what I have been used to." I...

I did two things the day after I arrived in Brazil. I went to find a hummus place and went to find a gym. I had zero, literally zero...

1. Cheated "Don't you feel like being cheated on?" My therapist asked me. "Cheated? I never thought of it this way." I just told my...

I am a homeless in São Paulo. I think I am very lucky because I found the perfect place to sleep. I live in the area called Lapa do...

For some reasons, I always thought Rafa looked like an Italian. Maybe it was because of his dark curly hair and a strong facial feature....

Bernardo is our newly appointed CFO and the go-to guy for many things in the company because he has worked at YouGreen for 5 years. On...

I'm planning the rest of my days left in Vancouver on the airplane from Taipei back to Vancouver. I got 8 days left. I plan to spend 3...

1) Almost 2 years ago, Winter Location: Cafeteria of King's of Western University, London, Ontario. "I think I have found out my passion....

So tell me, tell me what's the meaning of life, tell me under the sky of a billion stars, with Jupiter and Saturn on each side of the...